im just feeling really antsy. antsy and angsty. 'to be full of angst'. I have inner rage and im trying to just let it go..just ya know, breathe and stuff. Maybe its time of the month, but i find little pockets of the day have their moments. Moments when my stomach does somersaults, my heart beats faster and it doesnt have a trigger. Just general life is reminding me i think. Reminding me that things arent well. That they're there and need to be dealt with. Its becoming more difficult to ignore..becuase i dont like that feeling! who does.