HNT #66

Oops...missed a few weeks....HHNT! Say hi to Os..

HNT #65

just hhnt...new undies...great evening light...felt wrong not to....say hi to os ;)

settling

I think that a wise disco person has hit the nail on the head. Perhaps it was merely wind after all as the antsy angsty feeling seems to have passed. I have discovered and taken quite a liking to my local Italian Deli..so perhaps the veggie arangini is just disagreeing with me..although they better not be as they are quite the most yummy things ever invented. Ok arangini...rice balls filled with peas, rice and mozarella so when you whack it in the microwave for a minute, all the cheese melts and its..just...heaven in a ball.

So..hmm i think im taking to writing here again now as the summer is giving me verbal diarrhea and so i dont annoy my friends with my incessant chatter (one person has started calling me 'rabbit' for this very reason)...i think it will be plonked here. OOh..i can put todays 365 on here!

I had the arvo off yesterday and i cant really sit still for too long and as it was so hot, it seemed rude not to be a little ridiculous and shoot something...i really need to buy a rubber ring. The first idea was to have the rubber ring (but it has to have a 'duck' head or something equally daft), goggles, teddy slippers and inflateablle hammer or something...standing stock still and all serious on the the side of the pool.

Perhaps another time....ok back to Kate Mosse's book (no not THAT one...the lady who wrote labyrinth and her new one Sepulchre...which is so good i cant put it down)...and to enjoy the last of the eve sun and rest my little legs after a gorgeous run up to and through wimbledon common...perfect temp for that today.

Bibble over. :)

im just feeling really antsy. antsy and angsty. 'to be full of angst'. I have inner rage and im trying to just let it go..just ya know, breathe and stuff. Maybe its time of the month, but i find little pockets of the day have their moments. Moments when my stomach does somersaults, my heart beats faster and it doesnt have a trigger. Just general life is reminding me i think. Reminding me that things arent well. That they're there and need to be dealt with. Its becoming more difficult to ignore..becuase i dont like that feeling! who does.